You're worth the risk

I don't know what to believe anymore.

Everything that I thought was right,

was wrong.

I thought you were my one chance of being happy,

and there would be no reason to fake smile.

I thought you were different this time. I thought I could change you.

But you just treat me like every other girl you've dated.

But I'm not sad over the fact that you didn't choose me.

In fact, I could care less.

But it's the fact that I was being so blind and utterly stupid!

I swore to myself, before, that I wouldn't let your charm fool me,

and I'll be smarter than the rest.

I was doing fine,

but I guess I let my guard down.

And even for the smallest amount of time that I didn't have my shield up,

you took advantage of it and charged full speed ahead

and into my heart, breaking every lock and every chain binded to it.

So now I'm hooked with no way out of it.

I just wish, that you would see how much I care about you,

and how much I'm willing to risk for you.

Don't underestimate me,

I may not fully understand, but I do, in fact, understand.

Enough to help you.