And for once in my life, I can actually say that I am happy.
And that I have no more reason to fake smile anymore.
And it's all thanks to
JULIO GABRIEL JORGE DIZON.
I'm kind of at a loss for words right now,
seeing that after all the hardships and breakdowns I've had,
Life has finally decided to give me happiness.
And because of him, my heart is no longer aching.
I don't have to suffer anymore heartbreaks.
I've been misread, misguided, and misunderstood.
But he showed me an opened door,
after I've been staring at all the closed ones for so long.
He touched my heart and taught me how to love
and I've never been more optimistic in my life.
For some reason, he let's me see the good in things without even trying.
He's kind of like a prince charming,
who came to rescue me from my sad life, when I've almost lost all hope.
Being with him, just feels SO right.
Right when he asked me the official question,
I knew right then and there,
that I wouldn't want to spend my life with anyone, but HIM.
And I truly believe that he loves me, for me.
I never want to feel like I'm losing him,
And I never want to make him feel like he's losing me.
He shouldn't feel that way,
because NO ONE can ever change my feelings for him.
Sure, there are lots of other guys out there, but I chose him out of all the others.
He's the only one I want to spend my life with.
And I could change my mind, but why would I?
He's perfect for me.
Most of the time, he leaves me speechless.
Even at the littlest things he says or does.
I think about him 24/7 , no matter what.
He's the last person that's on my mind before I go to sleep,
and the very first one right when I wake up.
Everyday I wonder what he's doing at the moment
and if he's thinking about me.
Every time the phone rings, I secretly hope it would be him,
wanting to hear my voice that day.
When I hear his voice, it just somehow makes me smile.
Each time I talk to him on the phone,
I'll close my eyes and listen to his voice (only if he's speaking)
Because it feels like he's in the same room right beside me,
whispering in my ear.
And when I do get a chance to spend the day with him,
I will cherish that moment
because we'll never know how long it will be until the next time we meet.
Once he leaves my side, I'm just lost without him.
It makes me sad that I can't be with him everyday,
but it's not our fault.
We just have to be patient and wait,
because one day, we'll be able to spend every day together.
And it'll be worth the wait to be able to wake up every morning
with him right beside me.
~
I'm just so glad I took the chance to see how much better my life is with him.
Because I honestly don't know how my life would be without him.
I would say I want to be with him forever,
but "forever" just doesn't seem long enough.
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I'll watch the night turn light blue,
but it's not the same without you.
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.
The silence isn't so bad,
'til I look at my hands and feel sad.
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly.
As many times as I'll blink,
I'll think of you,
tonight.
- Owl City 's "Vanilla Twilight"
I love you Nicole <3
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