roses are red

Y'know I'd like to receive a rose from that special someone ♥

The Disappearing Act

I wrote a little poem.
I really don't know how it came out like this,
but I really like it (:
It seems very deep to me. But that's my opinion.
Let me know what you think:

The Disappearing Act

By Nicole Chargualaf

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Darkness has invaded time

All of which have never known

Their infamous mind cannot grow

The clock ticks away

As the day goes by

But never really knowing,

You start to fade

Pretty soon your time will come

And all your actions can't be undone

You're hearts made up,

You can't collapse

For you accomplished the disappearing act.

Your sins are erased,

Memories dissolve

All for one, becomes nothing at all

Reality shatters, minds collide

Everyone's gone, You can't survive

Attempt to stay, you turn your back

But you've just finished your disappearing act

. . .

Thank you for reading my poem! :)

- Nicole has left the building

The Hell !?

Why the fxck are my emotions playing me !?

I shouldn't feel this way ...

high school

By Jholene Flores

High School
at first I thought
" This is going to be so awesome! "
, but turns out that it's not so awesome
You just go to your classes , eat lunch ,
then go to your classes . And as for friends
they drift away....they ask for your number , but
they never call. You message them , but they
don't reply. When they hug you it doesn't
feel the same , you don't
feel the love and warmth
like you did before. when they
say hi it's not with the
same excitement and joy that's
always in there voice .
People change...
They meet other people and
make new friends .
Trust ends up evaporating like water ,
Secrets are never spoken of ,
and all your ever left with is memories.
For some people it may be a different story ,
but this is how mine goes.
And as for the people they should
know who they are.....well thank
you for reading ,
I hope you'll have a happy'er
story to tell.

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By Nicole Chargualaf

High school hasn't turned out the way I planned.

Before it was like, "High school, oh boy, I can't wait!"

But now that I know the real deal,

I want to go back.

Time just passed by too quickly,

and now I feel foolish for taking advantage of it.

High school is no joke.

This is why they say, "be careful of what you wish for"

'cause you just might get it...

And friends ?

whatever happened to them ?

One minute you're sharing laughs with them,

next minute, they're off with a new best friend,

and they forget all about you.

You were just their middle school friend,

and now that they're in high school, there's no need for you

anymore. So now you're left with nothing but memories.

High school ... what a turn-off

Jealousy's a sin ...

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day

after the day I have given up on chasing you

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Anabely was right. When you think you've finally gotten over a heartbreak,

something happens, and then you're back to square one[1].

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[1] square one The first square you end up in after a heartbreak. Symptoms involve: crying; red, puffy eyes; broken heart; remanences of memories; fake smiles and laughs

Fxck my mind !

I fxcken made a huuuuge mistake ,

I chopped off a lot of my hair, and now I regret it sooo bad ! >.<

Grr ,

I MISS MY OLDDD HAIR ! D;

TGIF !

So, it's the end of the second week of school
And I'm already tired of waking up at 6am ><

1st per. Mrs. Borden's class was soo boring. I can't sit still in that class. My leg started to get irritated and I had to move around. That's why I was so eager when Mrs. Borden told us to set up the tennis tables. But that's all we did! >:o She had us dress down to only set up the tennis tables. But what I really wanted to do was try to beat Deshawn's record of 396 bounces on the paddle.

2nd per. Gawsh, that class is so easy, but so BORING! It's just like Ms. Fejeran's class, so I don't like it. All we did was read and write -_______-

3rd per. World History out-bores all the other classes D; He made us take notes again. And then he lectures us about talking to much and not listening. And the stupid people kept sitting in the front and blocking my view. stupid big heads

4th per. I'm always hungry in health :U Alex says everytime I'm in that class, I always say, "I'm hungry." And she is right, I just noticed that. Anyways, we took a pre-test today, and it made me yawn so much, I started crying :o And I started staring at the clock 10 minutes before class ended, and that was the LONGEST 10 min. I've ever seen!

Lunch This is the funny period! :D I love lunch. But I hate the long lines. stupid people like to cut. Today, while we were in line, Raegene started singing a line from this song, and then at the end, she howled, "Hoooooowleeeedd." XD you had to be there to LOL. A little while later, we hear Klein say out of nowhere, "Shama llama ding dong" And me, Hassuyi, Brittni, and Raegene started BOL-ing. Rae kept talking about inappropriate stuff, and then when we got to the front, we met up with 'what's-his-face' and while he was facing the other direction, Rae walked up to him and when he turned around, their faces were inches apart and she screamed, "Hiiii !" :'D

5th per. Okaaay, I'm starting to like my Algebra class. We're getting an electronic textbook where she gives us the pages in flash drive and stuff. She also told us when we're done with our work, we get to go on myspace, facebook, etc. So yeaah. Today, we just did an activity where there are these words that create a phrase
Ex. r|e|a|d|i|n|g << ans. 'reading between the lines'
Get itt ? :]

6th per. This class is really boring, but me and Casey like Macaroyo's class 'cause we think it resembles Alexander's class back in UMS :'] Alexander has a twin, a bull dog twin xD hahahah.

Random facts:

- Christine called me chubby! :o

- i'm gonna be driving next year, and when I do,

I'm gonna 'beep-box' xD Lol.

- I won't probably do my homework 'cause I was too hungry,

& when I'm too hungry, my brain can't function x))

- Jantzen's not over his whole 'situation'. I can tell :o

- Ciabatta's a funny word

- Zimbabwe is a much more funny word than ciabatta ^^

- I learned that back then, people looked funny

- I learned that Deion's in my history book as one of those ugly, funny looking guys

Justin Drew Bieber

08.01.09

Finally,

James came back to Guam !

I missed my kuya so much.

He's grown a lot :D

I hardly even recognized him.

Although he deserved a slap for making me wait

'cause he came at almost 4pm

Justin Drew Bieber *

Such a hottieeeeeee ! :D

Forget about Nick, Justin Drew Bieber is mine ! >]

"Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me"

Never Take Love for granted

piece me back together

Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore.

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I said I was fine, but I guess

I lied ...

You're so much better without me,

but I'm so much worst without YOU.

From the very beginning, I was stupid

to entrust you with my heart. And now that you've

crushed it. There's nothing left I can do, but

watch you be so much happier with her.

So many unknown tears were shedded because of

YOU

but I just can't bring myself to hate you,

nor forget what we ever had.

We had so much potential that you didn't realize.

But do you know what the worst part is ?

I look back and see from the start, that we were so

happy together. And I was so sure that you were MINE,

and only mine.

and nothing can tear us apart

I thought that even if I acted like I didn't care, you'd still love me

because we had something special.

but I was much more wrong than I had ever been...

I let you slip through my fingers like the beach sand we walk upon,

never to be carried again.

There were so many things unsaid,

and a story you do not know.

But that story shows how much I care about you.

It shows how big a part of my life, you really are.

That story sticks with me for the rest of my life,

and you don't even know about it.

And that story...

shows me that,

You never make someone you're everything, if they're not willing to even make you their something

♥♥♥♥

Words to live by

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up."

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There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

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You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. God, I love this game.

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Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

- One Tree Hill

from July 28th,

This will be my stress reliever ;]]

So, I guess I'll start blogging daily from now on.