Sunday, January 31, 2010

Remember when we were young?



Do you remember when we were kids?

When getting high was on a swing set in the park.
When getting stoned meant having little rocks thrown at you.
When the only drug you knew of was cough medicine.
When the only things boys could give you were cooties and the only thing they played was football.
When you would go to school not caring what you looked like.
When the most painful thing in life was scraping your knee.
And the only things that got broken were toys.
When the only race issue was who could run the fastest.
When war was a card game.
When your worst enemies were your brothers and sisters.
When mom and dad were always right and mistakes could be rubbed out.
When you thought your parents were the coolest people alive.
When your future began with 'when I grow up I'm going to be..'
When you only cried when you fell over and falling out with friends meant not talking for a whole 5 mins.
When saying goodbye meant only until tomorrow.

Now we aim to get high, want to get stoned, and be the so called 'coolest' teen who does drugs.
Now the boys would give us their lust and play with our hearts as well.
Now we spend two hours picking out our outfit.
Now we learned that the most painful thing in life is more emotional than physical.
And now the number one thing that gets broken all the time are hearts.
Now we're more shallow as we give into the race issue.
Now we participate in war, which we know it's not a card game.
Now we don't give a damn about our brothers and sisters.
Now we just want our parents to just disappear.
Now we don't know what the hell to do with our future.
Now the one thing we cry over is that one person you love dearly and falling out with friends means never dealing with them again.
Now when we say goodbye, it means forever...

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Now that we think about it, being young was the most precious moment of your life.
Now that we look back and compare us now to the person we were back then, gives us a sense of pride and emotional feeling that couldn't compare to anything.
We've lived, learned, and loved.
Being young wasn't about growing up so quickly or learning lifetime skills,
but to have as much fun as possible while you are still a kid.
Most kids want to grow up, but it's because their minds have been reset every resurrection,
that they forget to live their childhood to the fullest.

I think that our existence in this world isn't because we have a purpose.
I think the only reason we exist is because shxt just happens.
There's no purpose or reason for us,
but to live life to its complete fullest, because life is a gift, not a privilege.
So you don't know when it will come to an end...

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

february-who?


So, the long awaited 'Valentine's Day' is coming up. Or at least some people actually anticipate for this holiday. I, on the other hand, just don't care. ;P I used to get excited for it... back in 5th gradee ;/ ugh. Now, I wonder, "what was I thinking?"

Valentine's Day is the day you show the person you care for and love the most. And why you are grateful for having them in their life. To do something special for them. I, frankly, don't get it. you can do this any other day. Hha, but what do I know, rightt? Well, people nowadays think it's only for your boyfriend/girlfriend. (I know right? stuuuupiid!) But it seems that these people actually think they care for them, when all in all, it was just an act. yeah, how do I know? By EXPERIENCE. That's how. So, why would you go through the trouble of buying pure chocolates and sensational flowers that are just going to get smashed and thrown away after?

What about those who don't need a guy/girl to complete them? They leave these people out on these days, and it's just plain wrong. So what if they don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend? It's their choice, and maybe they don't want to date anyone. Maybe because they don't trust anyone, or they just think relationships are overrated. Maybe they even have a mature mind, and think they're too young to be in love! I don't know, and I definitely don't care what they think. All I want to know is, who the hell invented Valentine's Day ?!

Valentine's Day = No Point To It

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Best friend is a promise, not a label

"Never leave the one you love for the one you like, because eventually the one you like will leave you for the one they love."

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There comes a time in life when you get a boyfriend, or girlfriend, in that matter, who you'll care deeply and inevitably for, and you will want to spend every waking moment with their presence. You will want to ignore everybody in this whole entire world because all you want is that person you're with.
But is it worth ignoring your best friends?
Is it worth throwing away everything you and your friends had together just for this one person you know so little about?
Because sooner or later, people tend to change, for the better or worst. And sometimes, or most of the time, their feelings tend to change as well.
So what will happen if said person changes and you have no one else to go to because you gave your heart and everything else you had to the person who changed their mind?
Are you going to go crawl back to your friends who has been waiting what feels like a lifetime for you to come back?
Because sometimes friends can change their minds too. So if you let them wait, when you had a choice, they're going to know that you never cared.